Read Isaiah 1:18
Friend, God wants to reason with you on your situation. Would you reason with him? All He requires of you now is to be patient and wait on him for he truly and really wants to renew you (cf. Is. 40:31). Tarry a while for his promises will surely be manifested (cf. Habakkuk 2:3).
He alone knows what plans he has for you (Jer. 29:11), and He is able to make waters run for you in your desert (cf. Is. 43:19). Like David you will surely see his goodness in the land of the living (Ps. 116:9), for he is your light and your salvation (Ps. 27:1).
Sing now: “have your way Lord in my life, have your way Lord in my life, have your way Lord in my life, O Lord, have your way.” Pray with Deut. 10 and Ps. 107.
SHEPHERD ME O LORD BEYOND MY STRENGTH.